What I Can Not FeelI am disappointed in myself,For letting myself feel thisFeeling this for youAnd what scares me most isThat I can not feel a thingAnd when I do start to feel, I feel so intensely that it'll be too much to bareWhat will I do then?Feeling the world on my shouldersI wanted to cryBut nothing comesNothing at allSo I sit here waitingFor the moment when I start to feelLike the wind blowing in the feathers of birds as they fly awayBecause I can not fly awayAway from all this pain I can not feel.